04 Intimacy with God: The Heart of it All

 

Copyright © 2022 Michael A. Brown


‘He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.’ (Ps. 91:1 AV)

‘Love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength.’ (Deut. 6:5)

     To have a place where we can meet regularly with God in the intimacy of our soul with his Spirit, is the thing which God himself yearns for and desires above all other things.  It is for just such intimacy with him that we were created in the beginning.  When God created the first couple, he would walk in the garden in the cool of the day seeking to be with them, to walk and talk with them (Gen. 3:8).  This desire of his for a place and time of quiet, loving intimacy with us is also reflected in the great commandment above (Deut. 6:5).

     God is love and he is deeply loving (1 John 4:8,16), and so his desire is for a close, loving relationship with us.  And, of course, it was precisely to reconcile and restore us into such a close, loving relationship with God that Jesus died on the cross and rose again.  So our first and primary call as God’s children is to live in close, loving fellowship with Jesus:

‘God… has called you into fellowship with his Son Jesus Christ our Lord…’ (1 Cor. 1:9)

      God delights in believers who desire to nurture and develop a life of consistent intimacy with him.  He yearns to have us for himself, because it is for this that we were both created and redeemed, and he delights when he finds in us a real hunger and yearning to seek fellowship with him in the secret place:

‘Or do ye think that the Scripture saith in vain, “The Spirit that He placed in us jealously desireth us for his own?”’ (Jas. 4:5 Alford)

‘My heart says of you, “Seek his face!” Your face, LORD, will I seek.’ (Ps. 27:8)

      However, our very human tendency to be busy or constantly occupied (as the Ephesian believers seem to have been), and our carnal human desires for the things of life and this world (which cause us to share our affection for God with the things of the world), lead us away from intimacy with God.  This makes our heart grow cold towards him and leaves us in danger of forfeiting his blessing upon us:

‘Do not love the world or anything in the world.  If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him.’ (1 John 3:15)

‘I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance…  Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first love…  Repent and do the things you did at first.  If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place.’ (Rev. 2:2,4-5)

     Our natural human orientation towards work and activity, which causes us so often to not value as we should the relationships that we have with those around us, inevitably results in loss of intimacy and closeness with them, so these relationships slowly but surely become distant, dry and cold.  It is much the same with God: we lose our place of intimacy with him or simply fail to nurture it at all, when we focus ourselves and the meaning of our life on activities and busyness or on the things of this world.

     The consequence of this lack of intimacy with God is, of course, utterly predictable, and, if we are honest with ourselves, we all know it so well: we dry up spiritually, and our churches and work for God also then become dry and lifeless, lacking his tangible presence and power.  Ultimately our choice is simple: either we learn to nurture and develop consistent intimacy with God in our spiritual life, or we continue in our endless busyness and/or the carnality of our love for the things of the world, and thereby lose out on what we could potentially have in and through a close walk with God.

     For any marriage relationship to fulfil its God-given meaning, of being one in spirit with our spouse, there has to be a time and place of regular intimacy where the couple draw aside and are alone together, away from everything and everyone else.  This is the place where, figuratively speaking, the ‘Do Not Disturb’ sign is on the door.

     No marriage relationship can ever be stronger than its place of intimacy.  This is the real heart of it all, where the relationship is made or begins to break down; where problems and issues are faced, talked through and resolved; where forgiveness is sought and given; where affection, love and commitment are renewed and restored; where deep and free joy is experienced through the expression of love; where tender affections are expressed and two hearts are warmed again; where quality time together brings strength to each other and to the union of two souls in one; where real heart communication takes place – one speaks and knows that the other is truly listening – where heart touches heart; where covenant vows are honoured, and out of which fruitfulness is created.

     Without such a place of regular intimacy, there can be no marriage in its fullest meaning.  There may be a dry, empty shell involving the lives of two people which may still look very much to outsiders like a marriage, but it is not the real thing as God intended it to be and to become.  And if they are honest, the two partners themselves know this deep down within…  If a couple is to nurture a healthy and strong marriage it all boils down to this: the willingness on the part of each to meet regularly in committed, quality time with the other to build up, strengthen and develop what has been created between them:

‘His left arm is under my head and his right arm embraces me.’ (Song 2:6)

‘My lover spoke and said to me, “Arise, my darling, my beautiful one, and come with me…”  “Arise, come, my darling; my beautiful one, come with me.”’ (Song 2:10,13)

‘My lover is mine and I am his.’ (Song 2:16, 6:3)

‘…I found the one my heart loves.  I held him and would not let him go…’ (Song 3:4)

‘I belong to my lover, and his desire is for me.  Come, my lover, let us go to the countryside, let us spend the night in the villages.’ (Song 7:10-11)

     Experience in a marital relationship teaches us that, whatever else we need to do with our time in terms of work and activities in the regular course of daily life, if our marriage is to survive, last the course and continue to be blessed and fruitful without drying up and dying off from within, then regular quality times for the renewal of intimacy with our spouse have to be given a place of priority.  This really is more important than anything else we have or do in life.

     A marriage in which two souls are bound together as one in organic, inner heart union, and which is healthy and happy, is invariably characterised by regular times of close intimacy between the couple and by a commitment to each other to maintaining this intimacy as the years go by.  Such a relationship is blessed and fruitful, and fulfils God’s intention for it.  It is also invariably a blessing and encouragement to the many other people who know the couple and have opportunity to regularly observe their relationship.

     All of this is also true of our covenant relationship with God, in which we have been drawn into an inner union of spirit with the presence and life of God, through the Holy Spirit who dwells within us (1 Cor. 6:17,19).  To have been indwelled by the Holy Spirit, is to have been indwelled by the Spirit of love for God.  So yearning, love and affection for God are birthed within us by the Holy Spirit, causing us to want to seek God and to hunger and thirst for his word and presence:

‘As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God.  My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.  When can I go and meet God?’ (Ps. 42:1-2)

O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you…’ (Ps. 63:1)

‘My soul yearns, even faints, for the courts of the LORD; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God.’ (Ps. 84:2)

      The Holy Spirit within us will always want to draw us aside regularly into a place of quiet intimacy with God, so that we share in fellowship with the Father and the Son (1 John 1:3).  Intimacy with God is the heart of all true devotion, and he longs that we learn to cultivate such closeness with him.  If we draw near to God, he always responds by drawing near to us (Jas. 4:8).  The seeking of a quiet place of solitude, together with the appropriate confession of any sin and failure in our life, allows us to draw close to God and to enter into his loving presence.

      An old Scottish preacher expressed it this way:

‘Be much alone with God.  Do not put Him off with a quarter of an hour morning and evening.  Take time to get thoroughly acquainted.  Talk everything over with Him.  Pour out every wish, thought, plan, and doubt to Him.  He wants converse with His creatures.  Shall His creatures not want converse with Him?  He wants, not merely to be on “good terms” with you, if one may use man’s phrase, but to be intimate.  Shall you decline the intimacy and be satisfied with mere acquaintance?  What!  Intimate with the world, with friends, with neighbours, but not with God?  That would look ill indeed.  Folly, to prefer the clay to the potter, the marble to the sculptor, this little earth and its lesser creatures to the mighty Maker of the universe, the great “All and in all.”’[1]

      The heart of developing intimacy with God is knowing that it is a relationship based on and built on mutual love.  God is love, and he wants us to be assured of his love for us; there is no fear in this love (cf. 1 John 4:18).  He loves us deeply, and we love him back.  We will always seek to be with someone that we love.  Our heart yearns and longs for them, and moves us to seek them out.  When our love for God is strong and warm, the carnal things of the world lose the grip and power of their attraction.  We want him more than we want them.  So we seek him out and we stay and linger in his presence, simply because we want him and want to be with him.  We are alive unto God.  We sit with him, talk with him and walk with him.  We enjoy him (cf. John 15:9-11).

      All true worship and adoration of God is simply an expression of deep heart love and affection for him.  Expressing this love for God to him in praise, blessing, adoration, thanksgiving and worship (and especially by praying in the spirit and singing in tongues) causes the Holy Spirit within us to respond: he warms our heart and envelopes us through and through with his presence (Eph. 5:18-20).  The stresses of the day melt away and the internal voices and noises of our own soul, caused by daily living, are quietened and stilled, bringing us into a place of deep peace and free joy in God’s presence.

      It is in this place that our heart is cleansed through confession and our spiritual strength is refreshed and renewed.  We whisper our love to God and are assured in return of his love for us.  We can open up and pour out our heart to him, telling him our innermost thoughts and concerns.  As we become vulnerable before him in his presence, we can receive healing for any inner wounds we are carrying.  As we relax in his presence and focus on being with him, we become close enough to him to sense his inner promptings and to hear the whispers of the still, small voice of the Holy Spirit speaking to us.  We surrender ourselves into submission and obedience to his word and will (John 14:23).  We can pray, cry out and intercede for the needs and situations of other people (cf. Rom. 8:26-27).  As we read and meditate on the Scriptures, they come alive and the Lord speaks to us through them, satisfying our soul, strengthening our faith, and giving us revelation and deeper understanding: ‘The LORD confides in those who fear him; he makes his covenant known to them.’ (Ps. 25:14).

      When we emerge from our time spent with God we are spiritually refreshed and have peace in our heart.  We feel deeply blessed.  There is a radiance, a glow, an inner beauty, a spiritual lightness, peace and calmness, a sensitivity, and a warmth of love both for God and for people that grows within us as we consistently meet with God in this way.  Spending time in intimacy with God satisfies the deepest yearnings and needs of our heart to know and to be known.  The joy and peace of true love for God in our life can often be tangibly seen, sensed or felt by others, and it has a winsome attractiveness about it.  Others see or sense the presence of Christ and his love in us, and this presence can then overflow and minister to others through us.

      Learning to maintain such a regular time and place of intimacy with God keeps our relationship with him warm and close, and our spiritual life therefore remains fresh, free and peaceful, and it takes striving out of our life and ministry.  Returning frequently to this same place of soul intimacy where we have met with God before is the key to maintaining intimacy with him and it keeps us in touch with his living presence.  We keep ourselves in the love of God (Jude v.21).  In doing this our heart is filled again and again to overflowing with love and praise for God, and it keeps us consistently in that place of inner stillness and peace that God desires should characterise our life.

 

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[1] Bonar, H. Follow the Lamb, 1861.

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